Infestation
I awoke in a celler,
nobody other then me was to be found.
The room was covored in darkness,
filled
with a horrid smell.
At that moment the light's flashed on,
finding myself chained to a wall.
I tryed to break free
if my chains,
but alas my atempts failed.
Blood surrounded the floor around me,
and the odor of rotten meat.
I
tryed to stand up to my feet,
but fell and realized my ankles were slit open.
Now my foot layed on the floor near me,
maggot's
crawling in and out of it.
With the site of my maggot filled foot,
i'd coat myself with vomit.
Suddenly all the feeling
in my body returned,
causing me to scream in agony.
I could feel the maggot's crawling inside me,
they were not just
in my leg's.
But yet through out my whole body,
slowly eating me alive.
There was nothing I could do,
it would
seem i was going to be ate alive.
Screaming in pain I look around,
hoping to find anything to end the pain.
Out of
the corner of my eye I spot something,
which would seem to be a needle.
I grab it quickly while still puking,
and
shoot it into my vain.
But it was mixed with a toxic gas,
but i pulled it all into my vain.
Suddenly blood gushed
from my entire body,
my body now twitching all around.
Then i fall to the floor dead,
as the maggot's enjoy they're
feast.
Self-Sacrifice
My body would gain new scars,
as this razor pierced my skin.
Not yet hiting a vain,
but blod would fall to the floor.
Why you ask that I do this,
becuase my heart is shattered to a million pieces.
Completly unloved even by family,
stuck carrying so much wieght on my shoulders.
Love is truly non-existant,
all that exist's is pain and sorrow.
It is like a thousand knifes,
love picks you up and drops you down hard.
As this razor grew close to my vain,
a strong fire of hate showed in my eyes.
A hatrid for life filled me,
the razor hovered over my vain.
With my last words i said this,
fuck you world i'll see you in hell.
At that moment the razor entered my wrist,
blood gushing mixing with my tears.
I Feel to the floor,
and slowly closed my eyes.
A New Hope(This poem was writin for a very special girl)
What is this feeling that seem's to fill me,
a feeling so strong I can't take it.
Everytime
I think of her,
my heart would seem to race.
thought's would overload my brain,
butterfly's flapping in my stomach.
My
eye's would almost grow watery,
just in the thought of her beauty.
Why do I feel as if i've known her my whole life,
when
in reality it hasn't been that long.
I would grow short of breath,
when ever I hear her intoxicating voice.
Just
when I was ready to give up hope,
suddenly she come's into my life.
So badly I wish to hold her,
just imbracing her
in my arm's tightly.
Alas i'll just have to wait,
soon I will be with her.
Suffering
Hells fire rains upon thou,
sending misery through out the world.
People just seem to be
so diabolic,
not caring if they hert other's or themselves.
Life is like a constant sea of sorrow,
pulling you down
into the dept.
Hatrid seems to fill our hearts,
life just seems to have no joy.
In this constant strain of horror,
one
begins to question life.
Is it really worth living,
does happyness exist at all.
Why not just end the pain,
life
is fragile and easy to break.
With one quick pull of the trigger,
my body falls to the floor.
Finaly i escaped the
ever lasting sorrow,
goodbye wold, hello death.
Eternal Love
I walkthe eath looking for meaning,
a meaning to go on living.
Always
finding a dead end,
finding my heart crumbling as if it were trash.
Everyday the pain tends to grow,
every night
I cry myself to sleep.
When all of a suddeni see her,
a golden aura of beauty surrounding her.
We grow to be best
of friends,
wanting more then simple friendship.
Finaly I cant hide my love no longer,
and we both become a pair.
The void in my heart now filled,
as we kiss our first kiss.
We grow old togher,
our lives coming to an end.
One last kiss before we fall asleep,
not to reawakin in this world.
Darklings
They look for victom's every night,
hunting people turtered by they're
feeling's.
Lurking in the dead of night,
trying to find a helpless soul.
They come from hell,
to do satain's bidding.
They
get into your mind,
cause you to do evil.
You become they're pawn in satain's game.
Murder,rape,theift,and crime,
are
some of the thing's they'll make you do.
They will not stop until told to,
Either by satain or through an exersisum.
Satain
will not give until your his,
eternal misery is what he loves.
If you have faith in god he will have faith in you,
he
will keeps satains minions at bay.
Holy water herts them badly,
our lords words will kill them.
Satain's ready to
collect his catch,
the darkling's end they're fun.
Time to finish you off and return home,
they make you kill yourself.
Now
they're job is done,
time to go home and wait for the next hunt.
Those who had faith remain living,
and remain safe
as long as they keep that faith.
Imortality
Imortality
misry,happyness
you'll never die
painless,darkness
hades
Murder
Murder
evil,misterious
stabbed to death
bloody,painful,surprising,infestasion
serial
killers
Suicide
I grab a knife and begin to carve,
carving word's of hate and pain into me.
As it bleed's
I start to remember part's of my life,
while thinking of it the blade goes deeper.
Whats the point of going on,
all
I feel are tear's of sorrow.
Pouring down my face like a water fall,
hatrid begins to fill my heart.
All I ever wanted
was to find love,
instead I found a broken heart.
Growing weary of loss of blood,
drifting in and out of my so called
life.
Just lying here now motionless,
but not yet dead.
Sitting in a puddle of tear's and blood,
death is now
knocking on my door.
My time has come to leave this life,
for the first time ever I cry tears of joy.
It seem's that
that there was a way for me to be at peace,
and that was in my death.
Broken-Hearted
I feel as if im wanted nowhere,
rejected by friends and those I love.
Forever loonly I
shall stay,
the pain inside me never tend's to stop.
I grab a razor and place it near me,
but decide to give life
one last chance.
Finaly I fall in love,
we seem perfect for each other.
Every waking moment I think of her,
it
seem's that im finaly happy.
When all of a sudden she dump's me,
my heart crumbles and hit's the floor.
Eternal tear's
of sorrow surround me,
my old hatrid for life refill's me.
I write one last note,
which read's goodbye forever my
love.
My wrist recieve deep cut's from my razor,
blood and tear's puddle around me.
I tak one last breath,
and
fall into an eternal sleep.
Love
Love
pain,misery
slice my wrist's
blood,death
Hate
Misery
I live a loonly life looking for a meaning,
it just seem's there is no point.
As I cry
i cause new scars,
while I smoke upon this joint.
I decide to end it all,
and I stand in fornt of a oncoming
train.
But somebody grab's me before i fall,
many thing's run though my brain.
Like who saved me and why,
why
should I deserve to live.
Whoever it was didn't want me to die,
but why I have nothing in return to give.
When suddenly
i see her face,
she is amazingly pretty.
My head fill's as if I was hittin by a mace,
and damn is she witty.
Over
the years we fall in love,
never to leave each other's side,
Sticking togher like a pair of dove's,
forever watching
the other's hide